Mine started with the thoughts about unity, Ramadan and Eid. In order to feel the intense unity, we went to a bigger mosque although it was quite far. It was crowed, but there wasn't a unity. I don't blame others because it was actually my fault. I should have gone and meet new people and said eid Mubarak to them. I should have asked how they are even tho I don't know them because they are my sisters. Then, I could spread love and unity. by Saying salam and eidMubarak.
Eid also needs to break prejudice and racism. I should have gone and specially talk to the foreigners which... didn't happen because of my prejudice.
eid is also a celebration. Maybe it's to celebrate that we got close to Allah in Ramadan, we learnt and we changed for good. But when I saw some people throwing rubbish away in the mosque garden, I thought, what is this fellow here to celebrate while he doesn't even has a respect for mosque. Maybe it was my fault again, not rising awareness about these issues. idk.
anyway. So my eid started with observations and thinking how eids and my eids should be, so I couldn't really live the moment .d
But I hope next days and next eids would be full of spreading love, unity and awareness about what we celebrate .d